Sunday, January 29, 2006

DONGBANG WAS IN INDONESIA, AYALA YESTERDAY!
They were also at KL, malaysia on FRIDAY!
GOSH!

8:58 PM


Today is CHINESE NEW YEAR!







HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! XD
My fever is still ongoing. =/

11:38 AM


Saturday, January 28, 2006

I had fever of 39.2 degrees celcius last night.
Now my temperature is at 38.2 degrees celcius!
I am in such a bad shape for Chinese New Year!

7:50 AM


Friday, January 27, 2006

I am effing tired but at least i bought a shirt (:
HAHA!

Today after school, we went to michelle's house for a change of clothes.
WE, the ladies; shortcuts took only slightly more than two hours =O
I was part of the reason; cause i was yelling "MICHELLLE! HELP ME STYLE MY HAIR?!"
or either i heard grace going "MICHELLE! I USE YOUR BAG ARH?! WHERE IS IT?!"
or either "like that ok or not? nice?"
LOLS!
At first cynthia tried but failed, michele- i do not allow a girl who cannot even cook sausages and style her own hair to touch my hair! Grace failed too; that was because i was horrified by her way of styling although it was quite COLL!
So in the end, michelle do until quite nice XD
But once i stepped out of the door, WHOOOSH!
Wind was blowing my HAIR in all direction and sadly michelle did not used much wax, my poor hair went from avg> nice> messy.
-_______________-
I was peeping into the car's windshield while walking so as to tidy up.
I KNOW I AM VAIN!


Then we reached orchard around three? We went to far east and ate Burger King.
I laughed many times over there and grace; BEING MY HONEY she actually went "Do i know you?"
In the end, michelle saw my horrified expression and pointed at grace and asked me, "Do you know her? I don't know her!"
LOLS!
We ganged up against her =P

Then after that they went this fashion, clothes abit too S-SIZE for me and michele so we went outside and bought that cheesy sausage meal from CHIPPY!
IT WAS DELICIOUS!
XD
While waiting, we were quite bored. We waited for them for 45 minutes to an hour.
So some pictures;
([S]pictures will be posted some time later due to my phone not being able to connect to the comp[/S])
wait awhile

AND I SAW A CHANGMIN-DONGHAE LOOKALIKE.
DAMN, hes taken.


Then after dear Miss Grace Chow got her clothes, she went to find her shoes.
But she couldnt find her pair of SHOES.

As it was getting late, cynthia, michelle and i went to HEEREN to get the presents while michele and grace stayed at far east to look for her shoes.
In the end, after buying the presents, they arrived at HEEREN without the shoes =/
We went to 37degrees but didnt see anything we liked.
Then we went down to ground lvl and grace wanted to show me this shirt she finds nice.
IT WAS NICE BUT THEY ONLY HAD SIZE M.
In the end, i still bought it cause michele was like "YENNYING! we must motivate you! You cannot wear also must slim down until can wear" -______________-

WOW!
=X


Anway, went home. WE RAN LIKE SIAO DURING THE TO-THE MRT TRIP!
Today was fun but also tiring.


Some random writings;
I am amazed at
How wide our differences are
How different our personality is
How we can decipher each other
How we are trying to know each other

I wonder.

9:19 PM


Thursday, January 26, 2006

Just gotten off the phone with grace/cynthia and michele.
I am waiting for michelle to back (:
Tomorrow going to the esplanade!
Haha!


CHANGMIN IS SO FREAKING CUTE!
Now, i know why girls would want to steal his underwears.
I want toooo <3

YAYY!




Junsu loooks sooo OMG CUTE SEXY HOT in the BBQ CHICKEN CF! XDDD
Dongbang rock my day!
I saw SUJU on tv today and i was wondering where was KangIn!
Though seeing sungmin/donghae and heechul makes me forget about everything.




Just utterly besotted with them.

10:02 PM


Wednesday, January 25, 2006

"The reason I stay awake,
the reason I sleep,
the reason I dream,
the reason I live,
the reason I would die for,
the reason that binds me together,
the one that keeps me going,
max choikang shim changmin."
-michelle's blog

I should do a poem too.

Thoughts of you wanting me,
thoughts of you caressing me,
thoughts of you sexing me up,
thoughts of you shouting my name,
In reality, it is just a dream.
Just for you, Kim Junsu
Only for you, Kim Junsu
Everything i do is for you, Kim Junsu
I love you, Kim Junsu.
You are the reason why my heart still beats.
-yennying's

My love is beyond boundaries,
My love for Yunho cannot be limited just by mere words
There is too much to express my love for Yunho
A feeling so indescribable, i cannot put down in words
Why should i bother saying when only i myelf can understand
To put it simply; I love Yunho
-grace's

LMAO! Rachel says mine is cheesier than michelle's.
I AGREE =D


Purposely one mah. I got cynthia's present le!
YU
PP!

10:04 PM


I am going to go to school in a few more minutes time. Slept at 6+ to 9+ yesterday, then chat to michelle till 10.30 before i went to sleep again!
Quite tired.
BT totally rock. 6 gb in two days. =(
My computer left only 145mb and i had to delete warcraft.
Aish.
Need to save all my precious files soon.
DL-ed goong, wolf, rainbow romance, loveletter and xman.
HAHA!


Today got maths test; i think i am going to fail.
History test; i do not think i will fail.
LOLS; thats all le bah.


MICHELLE IS CHANGMIN OBSESSED.
-i just went to her blog.

6:24 AM


Monday, January 23, 2006

I am staring at his heechul's crotch, finding that obvious buldge that meii told me.
SHE SAYS YUNHO'S ONE IS HUGE TOO. =X

LOLLS.

Today was basically OK-AY.
I study my history and basically slacked.
Just realised i have only 3 pair of pants and two skirts but ONLY TWO TOPS!
Now, have to go and buy le lorh.
sighs.
My schedule so tight how to?



I LOVE SAMSUNG; LG; SONY ERICSSON AND CK

10:36 PM


Sunday, January 22, 2006

Me: changmin topless! GOSH!
michelle: changmin strip naked also ok one larh. I see alot of time le!

10:24 PM


I love my girlfriend and bf.

And everyone who cheered me up.
Thank you for everything.
You know who you all are! (:

7:18 PM


I am no long tired; infact, soul-ess.

12:52 PM


I dislike the fact that when i am not smiling because i wake up from the wrong side of the bed and i got accused of being pissed-of.
FUCK. You want, you give me money, i go change my facial expression if that satisfy you.



Something that i have wanted to comment on long ago.

2:17 AM


Would you believe it if i say i am crying at this very moment.
The aching pain in my heart is unbearable.

Behind the facades and the smiles;
Lips trembling and my eyes frown

Away went the facades and the smiles;
The flowing tears run them down


I hate the way humans find excuses for themselves.
Have you ever try to do something to make youself not feel left out?
Everyone does that, who does not?
If they do not, is it then my fault?
It takes two hands to clap since i am the major party, i am actually very hurt.




I wish i could talk to rachel now.
I need her.
Because my eyes are nearly swollen from crying.



1:32 AM


Memoirs of the Geisha is interesting.

1:18 AM


Saturday, January 21, 2006

I have a date with charlene and rachel this upcoming friday.
Boyy, i definitely do look forward to seeing my two favourite girls again.
I MISS CHARLENE MORE THAN RACHEL!!!
Her "heehehhehee" laughter. gosh, its WEIRD.
She laughs at every single thing which ain't funny.
I was telling her jokes and she was going "ok...".
Out of 5 jokes, she laugh at 2.
I tell her like almost ten jokes, feeling exasperated.
Then rachel went "Yennying, i wanna hang up, you are not funny and you are telling stupid joke ( HELLO! ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT CHARLENE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND SEXUAL JOKES AND I DO NOT WISH TO CORRUPT HER MIND!) !
-_____-ll and then CHARLENE LAUGHED!"
Stupid rachel who keeps eating the whole day, thats when charlene laughed when i told her about rachel's recent eating habit.
I say, she is a weird girl who finds secondary three life RELAXING and STRESS-FREE; at a height of 1.69 and she is still growing at an alarming rate!

(:
-She's my char.

10:36 PM


I am exhausted.

I wake up at6.30 am this morning and reached school around 7.30 a.m..
Had SS make-up lesson and then went with grace to the chinese oral-drama thingy.
It lasted till 11.24 and my piano lesson was suppose to be starting at 11.30 a.m. Due to my theory homework not being done, i walk till Katong Shopping Centre and started frantically trying to flag for a taxi.
Boom. I reach there at 12.
LOLS.
Michele waited till my lesson ended and we went to eat at yoshinoya! It was fun (:
I love suan-ing her.
Later on, i went with my aunt to town to get my shoes and handbag.
Reached home around 9+.

OHH YEAH. MY PACKAGE ARRIVED YESTERDAY!
DBSG RISING SUN 5TH PHOTOBOOK! XD
SUPER JUNIOR ALBUM TOTALLY ROCK!
XD

My nike sneakers. FUNKY COLOURS.



















TVXQ- Rising Sun 5th Storybook <3
It contains a 8 inch by 8 inch photobook of DONGBANG!
Six 8 inch by 8 inch sheet of stickers
Rising Sun CD + VCD (which includes rising sun mv/making of rising sun/japan tour news)
CHANGMIN IS SO HOT.
















i shall post the super junior one tomorrow. i am too tired.

10:17 PM


Friday, January 20, 2006

MINWOO IS SINGLE ONCE MORE.



i am happy*

6:10 AM


DBSG calendar is like trucking 32 dollars after my 24 dollars off.
Its 73 x 52

ARGHH.
theyaretempting.


I is loving shinhwa harder.


Shinhwa= Everlasting Mythology

5:28 AM


Thursday, January 19, 2006

I love shinhwa, i truly do.
My loyalty lies with them. <3
Oh yes, definitely.


I love you today more than i could ever love you.

9:58 PM


SHINHWA SARANG IS BACK!



i tear abit when i saw vifz's sig and i shakily click on the link, directing me to Shinhwa sarang. Tears started to roll down.
It is just the feeling of getting lost and then finding my way back.
(:

6:04 PM


Wednesday, January 18, 2006

I FORGOT ABOUT FANY'S BIRTHDAY!!!
-can you believe it?! I actually forgot and remembered about KANGIN'S!
thanks to grace reminder.
i am feeling so arghh.

I am liking shinhwa for almost 3 years.
Once a shinhwa's fan, always a shinhwa's one.
My loyalty lies with them.

Reminder;
난 어제보다 오늘 당신을 더 사랑합니다

6:13 PM


Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Kangin, Happy Birthday!

Saengil Chukahapnidah
Saengil Chukahapnidah
Sarang Hae Kangin!!!
Saengil Chukahapnidah!

i fucking hate today
i shall not spoil kangin's birthday!

10:11 PM


Monday, January 16, 2006

I am
Selfish
Bitchy
Loud
Vulgar
Hot-Tempered
Stubborn
Gossipy
Possessive
Boyish
Insane
Spoilt

-everything you would not want be.

I cant get myself to fall asleep.
I am tired of thinking.
I am restless all day.
Only dbsg can get me to stop thinking.
Help me.

Sorrows piling;
Miseries increasing
But my life span is decreasing.

It just take a word from you to make me smile.
It takes less than seconds for you to make me elated.
But once you make a wrong move, i am going to be depress for months.
Is this fair?

Through the facades;
Through my smiles;
Look into my eyes and you will see 'me' cry.








A sentence which has always been what i wanted to say; I am really tired.

11:39 PM


School is BORING.
Tomorrow got A maths Lecture. Bleagh.
Shall blog tmr.
I not in the mood today. For once, yes.

Smth i did today!










Click on it to view.

9:50 PM


I am chatting to michelle at this hour.
=D










I LOVE FLY TO THE SKY!

12:48 AM


Sunday, January 15, 2006

+x+completing squares+x+ *r@cHe}..` says:
xiah will be upset at the no. of ppl u wanna rape

6:55 PM


Saturday, January 14, 2006

The AHS Band concert is BORING.
I spent my time chilling at the canteen after the intermission then we started taking pictures.
Me-ahems- the PHOTOGRAPHER.
=D

I got loads of pictures to post up of our dear, Miss Grace Chow En En.
SHE WAS FREAKING PREETTY.
GUYS, i bet you DROOLED!
for those who havent saw, I BET YOU WILL DROOL.


My friendship/relationship with rachel is LOVE-HATE.
I disses her, she abuses me.
SHE ABUSE ME! I SWEAR.

- I ENDED UP LIKE THAT
X.X



I still wonder, "Will guys actually come in between us? How long will our friendship last?"
-thats all.

Imagine me ten years later.
Will i be wearing suit or will it be a mask instead?
Imagine us twenty years later.
How would our love life go, and how far would our friendship holds?
Lets imagine, again.
How about many years later?
The decision lies in our hands.

10:27 PM


Friday, January 13, 2006

DONGBANG is advertising for some chicken brand stuffs.
Money worth=
6,601,880,277.408 SGD

even if they get half, it would be. O.O

Lolls, was reading some crap interview on yunho.
Now i know ways of stalking him. LMAO.

10:37 PM


i am HYPED up and i am STILL EXCITED.

8:12 PM


IT feels good to be at least 16.
but at 14, i am already feeling old yet i do wish i can be older at times.


Time flies by as we are searching for ourselves.
Will the hardships and obstacles blow us apart?
Inculcating a sense of unity and loyalty,
but truthfully, how long will it last?
Will the trips we planned ever take place?
Will the songs we sing proclaim our destiny?
Will the trust we have is strong enough to hold us through everything?
Will the guys we like be the same; will we betray each other just for other friends?

All the four "will...?" is what went through my mind.
From my nerves to my brain.
What is of loyalty?
What is of trust?
What is of unity?
Please englighten me.





We chat through chatrooms every now and then;
talking about our beloved to our disgusted.
But we have not met face to face;
somehow i fear the awkward tension we are going to face.
Be it how close our interests are; how deep our trust goes;
there is just this gap between us both.
Do you not agree?

Why did we even became friends in the first place?
Why is there such a gap between a friend and an online friend?
Why we can chat till dawn ONLINE but hearing and seeing each other live;
we are just so petrified?
Are we just misusing each other or did we define the term 'friend' wrongly?
Answer me.







Just some thoughts of mine.

6:59 PM


Thursday, January 12, 2006

I FOUND MY WATCH.
that baby G which i lost.
HELLO! it was a LIMITED edition, mine was the cloth series for its 50th ANIVERSARY.
that means to get the same, have to wait for another FIVE FUCKIN DECADES so i am quite glad that i found it again after two months.
Why is it special?
it is SQUARED.
it has a CLOTHED strap.
Its screen is semi translucent and produces a SHINHWACHANGJO ORANGEY LIGHT. which is indeed beautiful.

^^













it looks weird cause the thingy reflects alot of light and if i take it straight down, you can see the screen at all!





LALALA.


today is RAIN RAIN RAIN lorh. but wait, i am anti-RAIN. (toboththepersonandthatsubstance)
I slept from 6+ in the evening till this morning 3.30! HAHAHAA!
then wake up do A maths hmk =/

Went to eat wanton mee just now then had to WALK UNDER THE RAIN.
I FUCKING HATE RAIN. period.
Blasted rising sun while playing! LOLS.
After that michelle joined in with HUG, that doesnt match.
Missed out on lot of dbsg vids. GEEZ.
i hate it. CLUBBOX is still FUCKEDUP.

Aish, today P.E was OKAY since it rained the whole day.
(psst: I hope it continues raining)



Did i ever say this?
MICHELE IS EVIL.
period too.

5:43 PM


Hella! My diary entry for yoochunnie is on 25TH OF JAN.



ithoughitwassamedeadasjaejoong'sbirthday.
now i couldnt boast. =x

4:04 AM


Wednesday, January 11, 2006

I saw this terrific-king GUY.

Everyone for sure watched before Anime shows.
Gawd.
I SAW THIS GUY.
i totally drooled.
That guy was on BUS 12. Decked in Japanese style checkered shirt and baggy pants with a white sling bag.
Hair styled as if he is on some modelling assignment.
Height: 1.8
His eyes are bigger than normal guys but smaller than heechul's.
Hairlashes is just nice.
Lips are like micky's but only upper lip abit thicker.

THE PROBLEM IS THAT HIS FEATURES ARE OF TAKESHI KANESHIRO AND SHIM CHANGMIN.
Face structure abit like shiwon's.
HE IS THE MOST HANDSOME GUY I EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE. I SWEAR.



Just one sentence: I thought i saw an angel.

5:51 PM


HISTORY FUCKING SUCK.

-phew. thats all i want to say.

5:48 PM


Tuesday, January 10, 2006

I remembered what i want to post!
BTW, i have a slight chance of getting the LG phone.
(my mum was giving me that "wtf" look when i told her i wanted to change my handphone because my handphone is less than 2 months old)
^^

It is less than 50% but if i willingly give up my hp, will be more than 50%.
BUT I WANT MY W800i with me =(
Sad, i also want my baby's phone.
Shall decide when the CF comes out.

Btw, i am considering going to korea after JC for further studying though my aunts would rather i go to Aus, London or America. My daddy support me though, i guess? Or else why would he defend me right by saying that i would still have a bright future.
I guess why i want to go is partly influenced by me liking koreanpop.
But i would love to reallly go there and STUDY.
-____- They says i would not like korea's culture although they support me learning korean cause korea's culture is more on male dominating which i will dislike or rather HATE because i am a PARTIAL- feminist because i still drool over hot guys.
What they said does make sense.

Hm...
I am going to sleep soon.

11:25 PM


Aish, EMATHS SUCK.
Can't believe a few days ago i was going both MATHS rock.
(Likewhatthehellman)

I do not understand why i cannot get the answer.
It is irking me.

This afternoon, i remembered i had loads to comment/complain about but i forgot about it le.
Sighs.

School is ABIT SUCKY only. REALLY! ABIT only.
Trust me.

10:55 PM


I do not even know whether i could count YOU
as a friend.



SICK OF MY LIFE.

12:56 PM


I updated my "Rape only".

Someone save me!
Getting killed soon.

11:58 AM


Clubbox is MESSED UP.
My connection is FUCKED UP.
But my mood is HIGH UP.

Aish, i go eat my prawn noodles.

10:14 AM


OMFG! DONGBANG BOYS IS GOING TO ENDORSE FOR LG.
Basically, the LG CF is going to be aired from FEBRUARY TO MAY 2006 in the
seven ASIAN COUNTRIES, namely THAILAND, MALAYSIA, INDONESIA, VIETNAM, SINGAPORE, HONGKONG AND TAIWAN!

OMFG! i also want my baby's phone whichever model he is advertising.
Damn but wouldnt so much publicity generates more fans for them.
Not good lei, more fans= more rivals.

WAHHH!MOVE BACK YOU MOLESTERS FROM MY BABY!!!

I in good mood now!

10:06 AM


Monday, January 09, 2006

I am wondering, why..
Why am i so obssessive over korean popstars, technically korean guys.
Over the time, i have been wondering whether it is a good or bad? It sounds so fandom crazy, which i admit i am. ._.
Dongbang boys, SUJU and my most beloved SHINHWA.
The craze started in end of 2003 and it is growing stronger day by day.
Today
Photoshoot; it suck.
-Conversation between me and the photographer-
PG: can you move more to the right?
me: ok
PG: lean back
PG: tilt your head to the left
*does the above*
PG: no no no! chin down
me: ok
PG: smile!
*smiles weakly*
KA-CHING!
(second shot)
PG: smile!
*smiles weakly and forcefully*
PG: Can you make your eyes bigger?
me: *WTF!* enlarges my eyes while smiling

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK LARH! SMILE EYES CANNOT ARH?!
THEY ALL LAUGHED WHEN I TOLD THEM WHAT HAPPENED.


WengYi said i RESEMBLES JUNSU.
(NO, shedidntsayjusttopleaseme)
MICHELE also said so before.
^O^

I had 4 periods of A maths today.

I witness michelle getting bashed by grace and OBVIOUSLY heard from grace what michelle wrote in the organiser.
(psst: grace, you are perfect for YUNHO!)

yeah yeah yeah, i want to give up all my guys. lols.
ME, MICHELLE AND GRACE were very noisy during reccess.
I went to katong around 4+ for lunch, i laughed OUT LOUD AGAIN.
(cynthia told me a secret today <3)
LOLS.

I like blogging and the reason why i couldnt blogged in the past few days was because my "create post" thingy does not worked in that blogger acct. YEAH, i had to like write in there, it was TIRING.
so no posting lorh =x

My current favourite songs are "My girl" "2 love" "Rising Sun" "Into The Sky" "Hug"
I want changmin but michele refuses to give the half ownage of him to ME.

This year higher chinese teacher is so CRAPPED.
I mean i know our government emphasising on "TEACH LESS, LEARN MORE" but no need to like practically NOT TEACH AT ALL RIGHT?
She was just going through the whole fucking chapter.
C'mon, WE CAN READ.
Gosh, my O's is this year and i doubt her 'help' does anything GOOD. -_-

I have been missing out on downloads for like a week due to breakdown in my connection. TMR is a holiday and i am wondering how am i suppose to spend the day? I am kind of wrecked out.


Maybe i should just glue my head infront of the teeeve or smth.
Hmm.

8:00 PM


This is a whole new layout for my blog (:
My previous blog's link are under my Archives! ^^
(iamkindaembarrassedbyhowitypedlasttime, iseemstohavematuresomuch!)
School was boring today and my handphone rang during Amaths lecture and i was like "WTF, is that my handphone?"
Thank god, Mrs Tham was in a good mood! so she sort of let me off.
Mrs Tham, gamsahapnidah!
I will blog more later in the night!

7:48 PM


Under construction.

6:42 PM

The Addict`
Name: YennYing
14 ongoing to 15
Addicted to KPop since 2003


Hear-Say`
Just like a bird who can soar up high in the sky
I want to spread my wings and fly
No worries or responsibilities to hold me down
Till the day my face creased into a frown
That is the day i am falling down.


Muses @work`
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Drugs needed`
Mine only
Xiah Kim Junsu
Lee Minwoo

Soon.To.Be

11th May ShinHwa's 8th jib
Kbox 11th May
Upgrading Of Computer
Bong Bong Noraebang
LG M6100
Fixed my cranky connection
Lmtd Edi. Puma Shoes
Junsu's autograph
5th n 6th Piercing
Haircut @ Pointers`
Le Coq Sportif Jacket- JunJin
Abercrombie&Fitch Hoodie
Junsu's endorsed Red Fila
Successfully pass all subjs for MYE
Lose Weight
Xiah Kim Junsu
Dongbangshinki Concert 14th July
My Birthday: 22nd October
The King and the Clown
Holidays

Friends & co.`


Past Allergies`
Past Blog's ARCHIVES
2005May onwards
2005 above
2004

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Judgement Arena`

Cbox.ws
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