Sunday, May 21, 2006
I choke on my rice and nearly spit it out.
My drool is threatening to come out.
AND OMG. I really do not think i am able to sleep anymore.
ITS OMFG.
OMFG. HALF NAKED DONGBANG.
CRYSTAALLL <3
she made me hyped + the pictures.
8:38 PM
I am finally blogging. Blogging seem to be such a chore nowadays.
Walked the Big Walk today, it was not taxing at all- Surprise?
Today is Jinho's Birthday
샌길추가합니닿!
샌길추가합니닿!
사랑하는진호오빠!
샌길추가합니닿!
(not sure whether it is correct since i just typed it out myself)
I need a break.
Have a break, want Kit-Kat?
7:28 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
>=D tired.
9:40 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
I am such a freak because i want to redo my blogskin.
It will be done preferably tonight? or ASAP.
YAYYY! WE ARE HAVING A BBQ NEXT WEEK! =DD
ITS LIKE FINALLY~ since december i have been waiting!
Michelle's dad fabulous chicken wings.
LOL!
Michelle and grace came over just now.
Michelle was dissing and imitating JinHo.
arghh, small eyes and ugly so what?!
He's talented and charming when he sings.
Tomorrow there is a 3G outing. Damn freaking early can, its like 8.30 at Harbourfront MRT. I live at Bedok mind you.
My school holiday just gone like that.
After that going to East Coast to meet grace. Do what? Depends.
TODAY IPW WAS FUN but tiring. I mean i didnt had much sleep last night and having mud all over me ain't a good feeeling. Somehow i had mud on my hands, legs, EVEN THIGHS ALSO CAN HAVE! When i was walking on offshore of Pasir Ris Beach, it went slish slosh slish slosh. Too rowdy but HECK.
I Like the seahair or is it sea hare? I went "EYY! THAT PURPLE THING AGAIN!" and then Mrs Poh from afar went "Not purple thing lah! Its the sea hair/hare!". ROFL.
It gives off purple dye/ink when it is being stepped on.
WAHA.
Cynthia lightly use her feet to touch it, the animal only contracted. Its like a brown glob you know!
The most disgusting part was that when the tide comes in, in the lower part where there are plenty of algae and where swimmers might go- THERE WERE MORE THAN 20 OVER SEA URCHINS. Imagine ever stepping on one, not to mention a whole group of it.
WTH! It is just plain disgusting.
-I refuse to hold the tray cause i feel eww when the thingy moves.
We saw anemones, crabs, jellyfish (dead one) but its pretty big like 40cm to 50cm?,crustaceans etc.
WAHA! I like the swimming crab species- tetaliar?(i dont know how to spell) IT IS DAMN FEROCIOUS! IT WAS FIGHTING BACK WHEN WE TRIED TO TURN IT OVER WITH A SPADE AND IT PINCERS WENT CLANK CLANK CLANK. (soft soft one larh)
JINHO IS LOVE.
5:57 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Random
>I am feeling so much better.
>I bought my booties!
>I want to pierce my ears again.
>I wish JinHo is by my side. (His imperfectness make him perfect.)
>The song on my blog is Yakhan Namja (weak man) by ShinHwa.
>Minwoo's every word in the song seems so bittersweet such that it stung.
>Clubbox and Bittorent is waging a war with me at this very moment.
>I dislike the lack of privacy that i am having.
>ShinHwa is my first love.
>WeiTing is treating me to Jack's place.
>I hate tatoos.
>Junsu's laughter brightens up my day.
>I fear for the day i will meet them.
>I had Gelare and KFC today.
>Tmr is YinMei's birthday.
>The day after is Amelia's birthday.
>Weiru had lent me a book today.
>I would rather stay in my surreal land.
>CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! VANNESS WU ACTUALLY PERFORMED IN INKIGAYO.
I am seriously addicted to the pain that only occurs when my ears are pierced. The tingling shocking sensation seems to have jolt me up from reality.
Just one more, please.
6:34 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
Emotionally worn out.
I lashed out my family and at my friends
Be it right or wrong, my unreasonably-side stands
Sudden realization shock through me, i had burst.
My lips trembled and the tears fall
Those tears that i have been trying to keep it in all
I ran away from my disappointments and regrets
The tears surfacing proves it all
It is just my dislike of falling from grace
Whether this is important or not, my proudness can't relents.
The heart is aching full of regrets.
9:39 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
These few days, i am feeling rather paranoid regarding certain stuffs. It feel like i am sinking into the hole of depression again.
Many thanks to crystal dear <3
Words cannot express how much i love her.
9:58 PM
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POSITIVE:
Indepedent
Flexible
Candid
Sensitive
Passionate
Persuassive
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Unpredictable
Indiscreet
Lazy
Impatient
Overbearing
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12:29 PM
It is all Yitian's fault. =[
The old primary school days.
Filled with memories of my primary schoolmates.
Not too many to list but a little more than using of fingers to count.
Rachel, Diana, Charlene, YiTian, XinYi, MuJia, Dineesha, Nida, Christine, RuJing, Tessa, Deborah, Clare, Claire, Michelle, Christie, Farah, Karen Thomas, Nazirah, Elisa, Abigail, Liqing, Slyvia, Xiaxue etc.
Their laughter and smiles used to make the days
The days where i was still looking forward to school.
I have changed, have you all too?
I misses people calling me panda? I misses people pronouncing my name the chinese way instead of the english way. (Like how diana calls me) I misses all the fun that we had together.
The spastic moments, the crapping moments or in fact, the girl-school moments.
Sincerely from the bottom of my heart,
I misses you all. <3
12:20 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Fuck, i want to upload my picture but yeah, its not working!
Arghh.
Screw all of these.
I am entering the Big Walk. [:
-laugh all you want.
11:20 PM
This is so not a diet week.
FUCK.
I am feeling so screwed.
6:12 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
Sometimes to destress, a book by James Patterson or Agatha Christie does help. :]
5:15 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
TODAY WAS DAMN SHANKING FUN.
Firstly, me and michelle was late? Keke cause we were both at home at the computer (me was finding my specs and err. doing stuffs) while she was uploading pics but she was later cause i had sent her a song and had asked her to help me load it in her phone.
So we were ten minutes late for Kbox.
But KBOX WAS DAMN FUN.
Lian Ai-ing, RISING SUN` that mao yi song? was well the mtv was stupid.
err, the jj's sarang hae yo song?
Then grace chow chow selected a number of fast songs and yes, we were all damn tired out from Kbox.
+ my all time famous song- One night in Beijing
--my voice is still weird.
Then we went to cut out hair. Me, grace chow chow and michelle.
HAHA! Grace`*Remember to think before you speak =P
The haircut all turned out well i guess but i think we were all not very satisfied with the hairdresses himself.
Upon thinking of piercing my ears, i had the jitters.
Michelle: AIYAH! let's go pierce now! get it over and done with!
-i pierced first since i dont want to scare myself by letting her pierce first.
I wanted to pierced only one earhole.
I literally went "ouch" cause it hurts like hell but then it wasnt that bad i think? Cause it is painful when it went in so i was like,"forget it, i also pierced the third for my the other ear!"
I saw the chee yang guy at Far East. He was with this bunch of hwa chong girls also larh. Then i thought of Yin Mei's present cause i thought she really like cheeyang. But the four of us had no pen or paper. ARGHH. So i was still waiting for her reply and she went "chey, i dont care about him".
Watch out CHU YIN MEI. >=[
We took alot of pictures but michelle aw wei ling camwhore the most.
she said she got the picture taking disease, i am calling it camwhoring.
xP
Lalala, in the end me, grace, cynthia and michelle wanted to take neoprints because of some special reasons. (for once! Michelle actually agreed, at the road outside tangs, i had jumped up and went "ya"- it sure was embarrassing)
BUT X)
we were all shagged out.
Ta-da.
6:01 PM
ying> michelle
teach me how to blade. [;
today, i am going to be out again.
i totally love once in a lifetime <3
8:04 AM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Once in a lifetime, fly to the stars..
That sentence had triggered the flow of my tears. Some things just cannot be explained in words, love can't. It is just this sense of relief? satisfaction? proudness? sadness? that i am feeling.
From march 24th 1998 all the way to today, 10th may 2006- they made me proud that i am their fan.
(yes,imaybeoneoftheircountlessfans butilovethemmorethanwordscansay)
I will never regret the countless number of foolish actions which i had did, typed or said.
They are more than an idol. They are what made me remember most of my precious moments, they keep my diary mind book in check. They make me reflect on what i am today, on how much i have changed.
They have matured and so do i.
Many things had changed since 2003. It was only three years ago but.. it seems so long.
It is not love, not an infactuation, not a crush, not just idolising. It is feeling? attraction? memoirs? which words cannot express.
Perhaps the reason why i am wanting to drift away is the fact that they will be gone in just a flash of light, i do not want 2006 to end.
ShinHwa WILL WIN a DAESANG this year, and it is not ONLY ONE.
Many bonsangs too.
Two years without your source of inspiration`love`hope, not even knowing their current situation and all.
Imagine how you would feel?
I am trying to not imagine it.
I am not afraid of getting my hopes up high.
I am only afraid of letting my heart cry.
The way it aches when it cry
is so different from
The way my heart speaks when my hopes are up high
It is so different that i fear the changes in me, once again.
9:03 PM
Although i told cheryl and leena that i am going to sleep but i shall just blog first x)
Today was relatively a sucky day. Cynthia said my voice sounds like a guy and eer, i still cannot sing the high parts of The Club.
A maths paper 2 was BullShit. I should have done all my term 2 homework instead of copying all the way, BooHooo. What a letdown.
Chinese paper 2 seems to be Greek Paper 2 instead. It is like the whole comprehension passage is going in all direction and there ain't a focus. For sure, it was hard. Seriously, thanks to MY Chinese teacher man.
She like totally rock. NO.
Tomorrow is physics and it is my last exam. WooHoo!
Going out with the 3G girls <3
Thursday- With ShortCut` (cynthia;grace;michelle;michele;me) to KBox` cutting of hair and piercing of earholes.
It seems like we always go cut our hair as if we owned the salon and the price is FREE.
7.30 p.m. - PIANO
Friday- IMM WITH THEM TOO <3
Well, i mean i wont be sick of going out with them one! I misses it instead. So much fun awaiting!
I very suaku one, i dont think i have ever been to IMM.
Grace chow chow honey insisted on going to Suntec so that she can catch the LG AD.
Saturday- Not sure yet but might be meeting up with CHOW CHOW.
CHOW CHOW- CHOMP CHOMP- EDIBLE
-prays that she will not come to my blog
Ok. I have finished ranting!
12:07 AM
Monday, May 08, 2006
ROFL. I just knew of how Hankyung got passed the SM CHINA audition in 2001.
Song he had sang: The moon represents my heart (xue liang dai biao wo de xin)
Dance: Chinese Traditional dance.
HAHAHAHAA!
Joke of the century man.
I bet it was because of his looks that he got through, thats like so effing true.
Maybe i shall go for plastic surgery and then go audition in korea or LA.
-That is such a bimbo thought. :P
Horror of the week: Sungmin adores Zhang ZiYi. I can do with Gong Li or Michelle Yeoh but i dislike Zhang ZiYi.
"The CLub" is so hard to sing, now that i am having a terrible sorethroat and flu, my voice sounds so out of breath and hoarse. Not to mention when i sing, it sounds like i lack of oxygen.
Waha.
I seriously thinks my medicine makes me high.
11:20 PM
I finished making this layout in like er.. almost 2 hours? Lol!
It is so orangey that gives it a ShinHwa's feeling.
Dum dee dum. I am still coughing badly. Left macs early to go home.
OHH YEAHH.
I shall announce again, title song- ShinHwa's Once in a lifetime.
12:50 PM
Amazingly i am awake when i had slept at close to 2 last night?
Reason? I could not sleep even after i had tossed and turned, coughing non-stop at the same time.
Yay.
At least dongbangshinki is coming to malaysia.
5:52 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Someone just stab me or either stop my mucus from flowing.
I should be having a fever today if i had not took antibiotics ytd.
I have been sneezing like 7372526543724372 times today and my nose is fiery red like rudolph. TToTT
Good news of the week that will cheer me up; Most prolly going with sophia unnie and michelle unnie to Bong Bong Noraebang <3
Can't wait.
3:43 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Blog's song- Once in a lifetime.
Earlier today, my dad and i had an interesting conversation.
This was how it went,
me: How come the MP earn 23000 one? I want to be MP le.
Dad: Where got so much? 13000 only
me: Anyway, still earn quite a lot what!
OH yeah. I don't want a lexus or a lamborghini le, i want a house!
Dad: House for what?
me: YOu can call it a future investment but right i calculated, next time if i buy house, the price will be very expensive so now you buy for me first. Next time when i grow older then i renovate it to my style.
.
.
.
talking about houses, i drifted off to how carefree a non-married person is.
Then to what kind of guy i should marry to.
Dad: Don't marry a poor guy. You will suffer.
While i am trying to self-hook myself up with Junsu or Minwoo.
They are rich guys ey?
LOl. But i still think i love my freedom too much.
Just like a bird who can soar high up in the sky
I want to spread my wings and fly up high
No worries or responsibilities to hold me down
Till the day my face creased into a frown
It's the day i am falling down.
5:18 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
SS- sri lanka ireland protestants catholics indian tamils sinhalese
i am getting all mixed up.
Guess what?
SuJu is going to be the guest at DONGBANG CONCERT IN MALAYSIA!
OMFG. IMAGINE
>=[ i seriously hope i can go.
i mean i want to meet heechul :p
5:34 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Step by Step!
Sounds familar? It was a dongbangshinki performance on december 30th 2004, i seriously knew i had watched it somewhere long long ago.
Finally! It had came to my mind, 30th of dec is one of the KBS award show and 2004 was the shinhwa 7th jib, i think dl-ed all the lq performances. I SHOULD have the video if not for 20gb of files gone and it was all LQ! U.U
Let me think, the comments i made when i watched it back then was "ew, they are so gay! " click*, i stopped watching.
Random note.
Junsu's butt was bouncier too.
4:16 AM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
I had dozed off in the afternoon around 5pm. There goes my time for studying Emaths, to think i had actually plan to study Emaths for 4 hours which is maddening, now to think of it. The time is 5.31 a.m. now, woke up barely less than 1 1/2 hours ago. The determination i had in me was gone.
So long as you care.
The heart would still be a whole.
Such that you do not care.
The heart beat gradually dies down.
If you had cared.
The heart would have been basking in eternal bliss.
Why bother caring now?
The heart is stoned cold.
5:32 AM
Monday, May 01, 2006
All that angst
All those lies
All that money
which makes people blind
All that love
All that i hope
Resulted in this pathetic form of mine
3:54 PM
