Monday, April 17, 2006
Inspired by beauty and the beast.
Many a times we fantasized wishing that we are caught in a fairytale-liked romance being whisked away in limos or benz, dancing the night away at the Renaissance or Swissotel or perhaps engaging in a heated passionate exercise with the love of your life against the dark red velvet bed covers where clothes are strewn everywhere. However as the reponsibilities of a work week knock us out of dream land, we are back to reality again. All that were glittering and shimmering in the fantasy had faded to a mere illusion thus pushed to our subconcious mind waiting to be uncovered one day. =]
I am a girl, a girl who is no more than 15 yet doubtful of herself; doubtful of her charms and doubtful of her existence here on earth. Just like a stem of rose which pricks even though it may looks exquisite on the exterior. Beneath this facade of mine lies the insecurity, the lack of confident and self-esteem. The insecurity that i feel on whether my friends will love me for who i am, whether i will eventually be an outcast someday and whether i am actually worth being cared for. The lack of confident and self esteem that makes me uncertain regarding some of my decisions. I am a girl who do not yearn for much, not swarovski jewelleries or hermes and burberry- but all i want is some care and concern and a smooth sailing life. I am a girl who fantasizes about members of a boyband supposedly soon to be mine, wishing and hoping but it will never come true.
I am a girl living my life just as any other teenager but in my status of a girl living in this world, i am a nobody.
8:48 PM
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