Thursday, April 06, 2006
To -my other partner holding claim of junsu-,
I do not care whether you repeated your studies
I cannot not care whether you are upset
I cannot not care because you are my friend
I do not care how you think of me;
All i know is that i will be there for you
-Ying
I REALLY LOVE AND ADORE YOU. CHEER UP ALRIGHT?
Random.
I shut everything out with just closing of my eyes
I refuses to let the tears fall just by holding on to that breath
Eyes. Tears. Blood. Knife.
They hold the power to tell my lines.
Trickling down as if one at a time
Blood. Tears.
Spreading further out as if trying to conquer my whole soul
Aches. Anguish. Angst.
The sharp light that pricked my eyes as if the knife had pricked my soul
Knife- Sharp, dangerous and hurting.
Till the day that i will let go, it echoes soundly.
Too late, i am already being manipulated by my brains.
It already gave in- as the the red blush liquid sprinted out of my wound
Slowly and temptingly, i was being sucked into a whirlpool being spinned round and round.
I then smiled.
There she laid on the marble floor in an angel like stance but because of the blood- she looked like an angel who had been tainted.
Fury, helplessness, anguish, guilty- all in one shot, it was hard to express my feelings then in words but i know, the aching pain in my heart could have jolly well killed me on the spot- take my soul now please. There is no meaning of me living on when she is gone. No longer can i have her caressing me; no longer can i hear my name coming out of her sweet suple lips; no longer is she living either and for the second time in my life, i had cried.
The stinging aches is far worse than anything i had ever felt, it was worse than if i had been thrown into a sea of needles, if i had been scalded by hot boiling water... i really could not take it. It came too sudden, too shocking until it seems that facing reality is going to knock the life out of me.
-to be continued-
8:54 PM
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